Monday, 1 July 2013

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Okay so I  don't know what's wrong this time or why am I having these mood swings again, the thing is I've been staring blankly at my screen for 15 minutes, not even blinking and suddenly I feel like crying. And I really want it to rain.

I feel weird... It's this feeling of a hollow lump stuck somewhere down your throat that makes you feel like a big ugly balloon ready to explode in any minute.

Ugh I feel so fat right now. I wish I could stitch my mouth shut and stop gobbling up like a grizzly bear, since I am a coward and I won't stick a finger in my throat.

Maybe  I'm the ungrateful one. I mean look at me, I have my friends, my grades, my home... Yet I keep switching from one mood to another and I can't put my finger on why. Never.

God of music, thanks for creating this song, even though I'm crying to it right now.
 ~~~~~~~ Echo ~~~~~~~

Maybe if my BVB Black Box comes right now, my happiness will stop collecting dust in a dark spidery corner.

Just where is this person to give you a hug when you need it the most....

-N-

3 comments:

  1. Nicole..
    .-.
    What the hell has happened to us. We used to be freaking hyper and shiz. And now this.
    I hate my mum for banning IMVU.
    Maybe if I was still there and saw you a lot more, we wouldn't be like this..
    *Huggle attack*

    Mali-chan.

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  2. I have no idea but hey, nothing is lost, is it? Guess it's just a phase, it will soon go away.

    And then, we'll be again like the rainbow badass bloggers and stuff >;3

    ~poke attack~

    -N-

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  3. Don't pokeeeee meeeee! Dx

    Mali-chan

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