Sleepy.

I am listening to The National's new album, Trouble Will Find Me.

It's not what I would usually listen to but hey, it is cool. Melancholic and kinda dark, I like it anyways and I think you guys should give it a try, some songs are pretty awesome (and eargasmic).


Sigh, here I am, home alone again, after this one-week pause from my ordinary life...
It was nice, I can't protest, it would be ungrateful of me.
Also, I now know where all the cute guys are. That's in Paris xD

But now that I'm back to me town, I feel like I've missed a hundred things and it sucks, I feel left out, lost - I have to try and keep up with the rest of the world now and once again.

I miss a lot of people and that makes me cloudy sometimes... Damn mood swings.

Just... where is Malise?
This brings her sometimes to my mind------->  I Need My Girl

Such a sweet melancholy all over me again, I love this feeling.

-N-



 

Early In The Morning

In less than 30 hours, I will be flying to Paris...

OH GOD THIS IS GONNA BE FUN!

The only problem is that I'm getting anxious about the festival I'm taking part in, I really really really want our drama team to do their best!! Keep your fingers crossed for me, people!

This post has way too many exclamation marks.
I hate exclamation marks. 

 Hey, check out this picture that I randomly came across. He is making my eyes sizzle from the sexiness...

That's a really cute one as well

 It took me forever to type this post, ow, my fingers have been abused by a much too playful puppy...

I must be awarded a Guiness Record for The Fastest Spent Of Monthly Allowance....

-N-

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Okay so I  don't know what's wrong this time or why am I having these mood swings again, the thing is I've been staring blankly at my screen for 15 minutes, not even blinking and suddenly I feel like crying. And I really want it to rain.

I feel weird... It's this feeling of a hollow lump stuck somewhere down your throat that makes you feel like a big ugly balloon ready to explode in any minute.

Ugh I feel so fat right now. I wish I could stitch my mouth shut and stop gobbling up like a grizzly bear, since I am a coward and I won't stick a finger in my throat.

Maybe  I'm the ungrateful one. I mean look at me, I have my friends, my grades, my home... Yet I keep switching from one mood to another and I can't put my finger on why. Never.

God of music, thanks for creating this song, even though I'm crying to it right now.
 ~~~~~~~ Echo ~~~~~~~

Maybe if my BVB Black Box comes right now, my happiness will stop collecting dust in a dark spidery corner.

Just where is this person to give you a hug when you need it the most....

-N-